you are the way you were, i am the way i was, as if the months that my life involved just about only you never happened for you.

how could you think leaving without a goodbye was enough? “i can’t keep doing this to you” was enough of a goodbye? “i’ll see you soon” or “time with you is always special” meant.. goodbye?

every morning when i wake, these thoughts, they strangle me. every night while i try to fall asleep, these thoughts, they strangle me.

I understand, we understand, and it is beyond terrifying just how little that can mean.

we are little soldiers. in our own most separate ways.

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08.28.14 /17:43/ 1

perhaps dark is a time for light
it’s where we fight our biggest fights
where our fears and strengths unite

the breeze takes my breath away
or is it the thought that you won’t stay?

please don’t stay awake for me
pull the wool over my eyes so I can see
I’m going to be safe by you tonight

I miss when dreams came out to play
in darkness consciousness would fray
and the challenge was bitter, sweet or nay

the breeze takes my breath away
why do I have to be the one to pay?

please don’t stay awake for me
pull the wool over my eyes so I can pretend
I’m going to be safe by you tonight

tehriz:

even this very young specimen of cat has already mastered the “I totally meant to do that” save.
08.25.14 /07:49/ 735444

the old sweater at the side of the bed
the smell of you barely there
brush against my lips again
I’ll never feel safe or found within

I’m trying this new thing called patience
it’s the darkest curtains you’ve ever seen
I’m blind, but still time whispers
I whisper where have you been

if each thought counted as a second
and just the space for my body to exist in
I have survived the infinite universe
and travelled from when time began to when time began again

I put your sweater around me
I want your arms instead
brush against my lips again
find me, take me home, keep me safe, let love begin

thoughts of us surround me
I want your arms instead
brush against my lips again
find me, take me home, keep me safe, let love begin

ever so much.

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08.22.14 /14:00/ 78

locket love.

08.19.14 /13:00/ 14672
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